Im somewhere in the 9-11 age range. And I'm a boy. A dark, veiled, female figure visits me in my sleep, her weightless body on top of me. She tells me "there will be eight." And then seemingly disappears. The next morning I see her in the hall outside my bedroom and she disappears into my brother's room (I don't have a brother irl) where I see him as if something is speaking to him but all I see is her hat above his head. He is crying saying he doesn't want to, as if speaking to the woman. He jumps up and begins to attack me and in defending myself, my brother dies by my hand. Of course I am distraught and my parents assume I did it. Years later, I am now an adult and I see my son, young adult age, staring at me from a distance. He then appears in front of me as if to teleport. He whispers something (I can't make it out) and I began to freak out (PTSD type freak out). Then I see another man, I can't tell you who it is but the feeling I had was family member. I am reminded of the "there will be eight" comment from the woman, and again I k*ll that man while my family looks on, then I am restrained by my son, (same son as before.)
Dreams like this one can be intensely symbolic and emotionally charged, often reflecting our inner thoughts, fears, and conflicts. Here’s a potential interpretation of the elements in your dream:
The Dark, Veiled Female Figure: This figure could represent a variety of things, such as fear, the unknown, or an aspect of your subconscious that feels threatening or mysterious. The phrase "there will be eight" is intriguing and could signify a countdown or an impending change or event in your life.
The Brother You Don’t Have: This element points to issues of identity and responsibility. The brother might symbolize a part of yourself or a relationship dynamic that is unresolved. His crying and refusal to comply with the figure's demands suggest feelings of helplessness and conflict. His transformation into an aggressor can suggest fears of confrontation or betrayal.
The Act of Violence and Distress: The violence you experience in the dream signifies deep internal conflict or guilt over perceived failures or inadequacies, particularly related to family dynamics. The distress and panic following the act may manifest feelings of regret, fear of judgment, and concerns about your role within your family or community.
The Son: Interactions with a young adult son can represent legacy, growth, and the anxiety of passing on familial patterns. The son restraining you might indicate feelings of being trapped by your past actions or family expectations, while his whispering signifies communication that is unclear or unsettling, potentially reflecting unresolved issues in your relationship with family.
Recurring Themes: The "there will be eight" phrase reappearing suggests that there may be a fixation on numbers, cycles, or pivotal moments in your life. It can imply that the consequences of your actions could extend beyond you, impacting others significantly.
Overall Emotional Tone: The dream carries a heavy emotional weight, indicative of grappling with guilt, fear, and the desire for control amid feelings of helplessness. It illustrates a struggle with trauma or past experiences that continue to affect your present relationships and self-identity.
In essence, this dream may encourage you to explore your subconscious fears about family, responsibility, and internal conflict. Reflecting on your waking life and how these themes resonate with your current situation can provide further insights. It might also be beneficial to discuss these feelings with someone you trust, whether that's a friend or a mental health professional.